Yes, I need this.

Its too much of an outlet to completely let go.

It's all the little complaints, funny stories, boring stories, joys and the in between that I can record and vent.

I used to care about being funny, being followed...I'm going to try not to care and just keep this as what it was originally intended to be. My journal.

If you like what you read, you are invited to keep reading. If not, you are invited to ..... well, take a flying leap.

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I'm in a funk lately. The big D is rearing it's ugly head and I am chalk full of laziness, sleepies, and the i don't give a shits. You see, those are my biggest symptoms when it comes to the big D.

I don't cry uncontrollably, I don't get angry. I get lazy, tired, and just plain don't care about much. My meds haven't changed and I'm sure that changing them would do nothing.

Why?

Because I've been down this road before. I know what I need. But I don't have the motivation to go out and get it. Major catch 22.

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So, in case you are curious about how I filled my time while I was away....

I read all FOUR Twilight books. Yes, all four of them. I completely devoured them. (Ha! devoured...about vampires.) They were excellent. I mean, really camptivating. I need to find some time to see the movie again. I think I'll like it that much more now.

xoxo